ANSWER - Maybe you are trying too hard to force a connection? I wonder if the focus of your meditation has become so focused on trying to get back your links with the Goddess that you are not able to relax and let things happen naturally. You say that you are focusing but nothing is changing - This would suggest to me that perhaps you need to do something different. Perhaps your old ways of working just don't call to you the way they used to.
I think you need to think about what the Goddess means to you and look for new ways to incorporate the deities in your life. Meditation is generally quite a solitary indoorsy kind of practise. What have you done to get out in the world recently, to view the work of the Goddess for yourself? Sometimes realigning yourself with nature can be all it takes to get back that sense of wonder in something greater than you and greater than your life. I'd take the pressure off yourself, start looking for new ways to embrace the Goddess within your life and spend some time outdoors. The change of the season to Autumn is one of the most powerful times magically and an opportunity to see both nature and the bounty of the Goddess at their best. Make the most of this time of year to reawaken your connection.
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